Sunday, March 12, 2006

I Can't See The Future

I think I knew that it would end this way. The whole time, I wanted it to be different, to be something more. But deep inside my heart, I could feel the pulling away. I warned myself quietly not to get too involved. I placed a large wall in the way, because I knew - how can two people from two different worlds ever live a life of love together? There are no answers that will make this easier for either of us. We can pass and smile, but there will never again be that spark in our eyes when we see one another. And yet, I can hope for the future. For without that hope, what do I have left? Love seems to be a lesson for me. I hope I learn before the next time around.